Thursday, March 29, 2012


بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ اﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم
Dengan nama Allah yg Maha Pengasih lagi Penyayang

كُلُّ نَفۡسٍ۬ ذَآٮِٕقَةُ ٱلۡمَوۡتِ‌ۗ ۞

Firman Allah: “Setiap yang bernyawa (berjiwa) pasti akan merasai mati.”
(Surah Ali ‘Imran ayat 185)

Last week,I received a call from my family saying that my grandfather was seriously ill
I was like,nevermind he will be cured anyway.
It wasn't the first time.
How,ignorance I am...

then yesterday I received this email from my father

Dearest Daughters,
Please extend your prayers and hope Allah SWT give HIS blessing to
your grandfather which is now in critical condition.According to the
Doctor he has 50/50 chances to survive from this ordeal.Though he is
not closed to you but as a responsible granddaughters,family and
another human beings,this is the time that we all should come together
and support each other during this difficult time especially for me.

still,I think the same thing
nayh..he will be cured anyways..but I'll extend prayers for him

and just now
I received a call from my mother,she said
''your grandfather has passed away,please do tahlil for him,,,''

terkedu sekejap...
I didn't apologize to him for all my wrongdoings
baru jak hari tu aku mengumpat pasal arwah.
I felt so guilty
don't know why..
why is it always someone closed to me died when exam is just around the corner
my heart is already burden with so many things
may Allah make it ease for me and all my family members
I know everything happen for a reason
may,you rest in heaven and in peace..

to anyone whom is reading this post,
saya minta sedekahkan Al-Fatihah untuk datuk saya...
saya mohon sangat amat.

p/s: You have to hurt in order to know.
Fall in order to grow.
Lose in order to gain.
Because most of life's lessons are learned in pains


  1. al-fatihah.. takziah kpd famili, dolly.

  2. haira...missing you like heaven and x bole antar msj...dua hari pastu br smpi..zzz...btw,thanx..wish me and my family a tons of spirit..

  3. be strong andy! always remember Allah, life is nothing but a test from Allah and He knows what is the best for you. always have faith in His promise! :)

  4. thanx teyhah..feelin better day by day,,,really happy to have sister like you and others all have really revive my spirit..thank you so much..terharu :')

  5. al-fatihah..semoga dolly dan keluarga tabah..
    salam tazkiah buat keluarga