Al-Fatihah

بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ اﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

Dengan nama Allah yg Maha Pengasih lagi Penyayang

كُلُّ نَفۡسٍ۬ ذَآٮِٕقَةُ ٱلۡمَوۡتِ‌ۗ ۞

Firman Allah: “Setiap yang bernyawa (berjiwa) pasti akan merasai mati.”

(Surah Ali ‘Imran ayat 185)

Last week,I received a call from my family saying that my grandfather was seriously ill

I was like,nevermind he will be cured anyway.

It wasn't the first time.

How,ignorance I am...

then yesterday I received this email from my father

Dearest Daughters,

Please extend your prayers and hope Allah SWT give HIS blessing to

your grandfather which is now in critical condition.According to the

Doctor he has 50/50 chances to survive from this ordeal.Though he is

not closed to you but as a responsible granddaughters,family and

another human beings,this is the time that we all should come together

and support each other during this difficult time especially for me.

Thanks.

PAPA

still,I think the same thing

nayh..he will be cured anyways..but I'll extend prayers for him

and just now

I received a call from my mother,she said

''your grandfather has passed away,please do tahlil for him,,,''

~Al-Fatihah~

terkedu sekejap...

I didn't apologize to him for all my wrongdoings

baru jak hari tu aku mengumpat pasal arwah.

I felt so guilty

don't know why..

why is it always someone closed to me died when exam is just around the corner

my heart is already burden with so many things

may Allah make it ease for me and all my family members

I know everything happen for a reason

may,you rest in heaven and in peace..

~Amin~

to anyone whom is reading this post,

saya minta sedekahkan Al-Fatihah untuk datuk saya...

saya mohon sangat amat.

p/s: You have to hurt in order to know.

Fall in order to grow.

Lose in order to gain.

Because most of life's lessons are learned in pains

L.I.F.E

بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ اﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

Dengan nama Allah yg Maha Pengasih lagi Penyayang

UJIAN

hari khamis hari tu,result mid-sem exam released..

result aku,hmm..

agaklah jgak teruk

I was very sad,

like suddenly the earth is crushing on me.

then,my housemate Farhana said this nice advise to me

''Andi,mid-sem ni ibarat secebis kain dan exam final itu ibarat sehelai baju yang berlubang,

so,kita perlukan secebis kain itu untuk menutup bahagian yg berlubang dekat

baju tu...

eventhough kita cemerlang dalam mid-sem,

secebis kain itu takkan cukup untuk menutupi badan kita

tapi

kalau kita cemerlang final nanti,

kita ada sehelai baju yang bole menutup badan kita walaupun berlubang

tapi kita still bole jahit tanpa secebis kain tadi,betul tak?"

...senyum tak perlu kata apa-apa...

but yet,sedih tu tetap adalah kan.

then,mira my dearest roomate balek dr training basketball

and then she found out that her handphone is stolen

pity her...

on that time I realised that

Allah itu menguji hambanya dengan ujian yang berbeza-beza

maybe,Allah uji aku dengan result yg not-so-good dan Allah uji Mira dengan kehilangan handphone but as long as we believe

"Allah tidak membebani seseorang kecuali menurut kemampuannya..."

(Q.S. Al-Baqarah 286)

moga diberi kekuatan buat Mira

~Amin~

Anak Ayam

I'm an Animal-lover

aku sangat suka binatang

dalam adik-beradik,aku,Aiman dan Azam memang sangat suka binatang

pernah dulu kitaorang tiga beradik panjat tangki air semata-mata nak selamatkan kucing yang pandai panjat tangki tapi tak pandai turun..hahaha

Hari khamis hari tu kelas habis awal

dalam jam 9:30 pagi kelas dah abes

aku pun pergilah pasar,shopping buah

I'M A FRUITS LOVER

abes 20 L.E for fruits only (buah-buahan kat mesir sgt murah okay (^_^)

on my way back home

aku terjumpa pakcik jual anak ayam

COMEL..I just can't get enough of their cuteness

then,aku pown tanyalah harga

segenih satu..Fullamak,MURAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO,AKU BELI LIMA

muahaha (tanpa berfikir panjang)

pastu s'kang ni anak ayam tu dah tumbuh kepak

cepat giler dorang besar...

fine..aku bingung..aku perlukan reban ayam..

mana nak cari..

dah timbul satu masalah plak

nak bagi orang,sayang..

nak simpan...

tempat lak takde...

uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (=_=)'

DIET

By the way,rumah kami sume orang dah start diet

except Diyah..

sume nak jadi slim macam Lisa Surihani..muahaha

leyh dapat suami hensem dan kaya macam Yusry

*kidding*

p/s:"Ada tiga perkara yang termasuk kebajikan, iaitu merahsiakan keluhan, merahsiakan musibah dan merahsiakan sedekah (yang kita keluarkan)."

Riwayat al-Tabrani

I have a strong FAITH in You~!!!

بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ اﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

Dengan nama Allah yg Maha Pengasih lagi Penyayang

Alhamdulillah,hari ini genap dua bulan aku DIET...

2 bulan tak sentuh nasi...

still strong and still living,YEAH...

TAPI

berat turun 3 kg je,,,hmm..still two KG more

ok,sebenarnya nak cerita pasal KEYAKINAN

Hari tu kami serumah berpuasa,

kami pun sahur sama2..

sedang kami sibuk menikmati rezeki Allah

tiba-tiba azan subuh berkumandang tapi sayup-sayup kedengaran...

semua orang berhenti makan kecuali Aisah

Fana:Aisah,azanlah

Aisah:mane de,aku tak dgr pown,kalau tak dgr masih bole makan lagi

masa tu,aku teringat ayat ni

وَكُلُوْا وَاشْرَبُوْا حَتَّى يَتَبَيَّنَ لَكُمْ الْخَيْطُ الاَبْيَضُ مِنَ الْخَيْطِ الاَسْوَدِ مِنَ الْفَجْرِ

“Dan makan dan minumlah hingga jelas bagimu benang putih dari benang hitam iaitu fajar”.

(al-Baqarah 2: 187)

so,aku berhenti makan...

yang lain sibuk mengunyah sisa makanan yg tersisa dalam mulut

tapi Aisah siap tambah lauk lagi

Mira:hoi Cah,azanlah

Aisah:belumlah tu azan jauh

masa tu hanya KEYAKINAN je yg membezakan kami,sama ada untuk terus makan atau berhenti

tiba-tiba Azan subuh yg betul pun berkumandang

Allahuakbar...Allahuakbar

Aisah:Ini baru azan betul,Alhamdulillah cah kenyang lebih hari ni

.....................................

bila fikir-fikir balik ibrah dari kisah ni,

it's all about FAITH

KEYAKINAN

Itulah yang membezakan seorang muslim dgn bukan muslim

dulu,aku pernah meragui agama Islam sebab aku lahir from a family that have different races and religions.

Family mama semua still Christian,pure Catholic,Anglican and some of them are SDA(Seven Days Atlantis) except for my mum and her brother.kebanyakan mereka adalah Mubaligh-mubaligh kristian,they went All over the world even to Palestine to spreads their beliefs

and even my cousin is now taking medic in Australia fully sponsored by the church

Papa sides are all muslims,Alhamdulillah but I didn't see Islam through them

perangai relatives from mama's family is much more pleasant than papa's family

mereka lagi Islam daripada orang Islam

but

the thing is they didn't have the FAITH in ALLAH swt

mereka baik,sgt-sgt baik.

mungkin itulah cara mereka untuk menyebarkan agama mereka yg penuh dgn kepalsuan dan kadang-kadang orang yang lemah iman seperti aku ni terpedaya.

bila aku ingat balik,

Aku bersyukur,aku masuk asrama,aku belajar pasal Islam

solat,aurat,ikhtilat

dan...

KEYAKINAN

dan,aku bersyukur Allah campakkan aku ke bumi Anbiya' ini,tempat yang menambahkan lagi keyakinan aku pada agama yang indah ini.

Islam ni indah tapi orang Islam sendiri yang menyorokkan keindahan Islam itu sendiri

pernah dulu timbul isu

'SABAH TERTINGGI KES MURTAD'

aku tak heran,sebab kebanyakan mereka ni masuk Islam sebab nak kahwin

dan bila dah bercerai,bawak masuk anak-anak balik ke agama lama

sebab kenapa?

sebab tiada siapa yang nak bagi tunjuk ajar tentang Islam dgn mereka

tiada yang mahu membimbing mereka

sebab orang Islam sendiri tidak menunjukkan kualiti seorang muslim

sebab penganut agama lain menunjukkan kualiti yang sepatutnya ada pada seseorang muslim itu lebih daripada orang islam itu sendiri

salah siapa?

STOP POINTING TO OTHERS,START BEING A TRUE MUSLIMS

this is my cousin which I'm hoping someday she'll become a Good Muslims lawyer

Ameeen,Love you sis,will always do..:')

sebab Islam mengajar aku untuk berbuat baik kepada orang yang bukan Islam...dan aku selalu doa agar satu hari nanti pintu hidayah itu akan terbuka buat mereka

p/s;''When many astronauts go to space, they see the insignificant size of the earth and vastness of space, and they become very religious, because they have seen the Signs of Allah''

Cat Stevens (Yusuf Islam)