Sunday, December 8, 2013

Aku rindu kamu

I always believe that my 2nd year life is the most happiest moment of my life because of you

p/s:"sometimes you never know the true value of a moment until it becomes a memory"

Saturday, December 7, 2013

cerita semalam

Seusai habis kelas,aku terus ke surau yg letaknya tidak jauh dari bilik kuliahku.
Tidak sampai beberapa minit kemudian,azan zohor berkumandang.
Di sebelahku seorang jururawat tua, gigih mendirikan solat jemaah walaupun dirinya sudah pun
bongkok tiga
Dan di setiap rukun solatnya sujud,ruku' dan yg selebihnya kedengaran doa itu..
ya doa itu..sedang dia yg sudah tua masih mendoakan ibu bapanya..tapi aku..
terkedu hampir saja tangisan membasahi pipi ketika itu,mungkin teguran dari-Nya

Friday, September 20, 2013


Assalamualaikum wbt..


Rasanya suda hampir setahun tidak menukilkan cerita pahit duka suka gembira di blog ini,sunyi sepi...Seperti tiada berpenghuni.

Alhamdulillah tahun ini Allah telah uji dengan nikmat kejayaan..setelah penat lelah melawan hawa nafsu (konon),akhirnya Allah telah kurniakan buah kejayaan yang nyata begitu manis buatku..Aku teringat kisah sewaktu aku ujian lisan forensik,Doktor bertanya pada aku dan rakanku akan keputusan kami di tahun tiga,untuk aku,doktor hanya mengangguk..tersenyum..buat rakanku,dia bertanya mengapa begitu teruk,jawab rakanku..ada masalah keluarga...

Masalah keluarga..ya,tidak semua orang hidup tanpa masalah..mungkin jika keluarganya bahagia mungkin,pelajarannya tidak..mungkin jika pelajarannya cemerlang tapi keluarganya punya banyak masalah..jika tidak pada kedua-duanya mungkin pada hidupnya...dan bukankah itu adalah ujian daripadaNya..

Pagi tadi aku masuk ke dapur...ku lihat ibuku sedang membelakangkanku..ku sangka dia tengah kusyuk menjamah makan sarapannya,rupanya dia tengah memikirkan masalah anak-anaknya sambil air mata bercucuran di pipinya..Lantasku bertanya..wahai ibuku,mengapa kamu bersedih? jawabnya sambil mengesat air matanya..tidak ada apa-apa anakku 

Kesal..mungkin juga selama ini aku juga bukan anak yang baik

Saturday, February 16, 2013

sketchy sketch sketch

    سْــــــــــــــمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْـــــمِ
In the name of God, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.

p/s:not resricted to relationship between man and woman only

Wednesday, January 30, 2013


    سْــــــــــــــمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْـــــمِ
In the name of God, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful

                  Borneo Paradise: Biology's project 4 Zamrud                    

5 Nilam 2008 class Album

 Group C 2009/2010

 Group D 2010/2011

 Group A 2011/2012

Group A 2012/2013

mood:I'm missing school already
congratulation Azam for ur enrollment to SMSLD
jaga nama baik kak Dolly & kak Emma

p/s: there's 3 type of person in this life:
1.The one that make it happen
2.The one that watch it happen
3.The one that WONDER what happen

Tuesday, January 22, 2013


    سْــــــــــــــمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْـــــمِ
In the name of God, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.

One day, a poor boy was selling goods from door to door to pay his way through school, found he had only one thin dime left, and he was hungry. He decided he would ask for a meal at the next house. However, he lost his nerve when a lovely young woman opened the door. Instead of a meal he asked for a drink of water.

The young lady thought he looked hungry; so she brought him a large glass of milk. He drank it slowly, and then asked, “How much do I owe you?”

“You don’t owe me anything!” she replied. “Mother has taught us never to accept pay for kindness.”

He said: “Then I thank you from my heart.” As Howard Kelly left that house, he not only felt stronger physically, but his faith in God Almighty became stronger. He had been ready to give up and quit; but continued...

Years later, that young woman became critically ill. The local doctors were baffled. They finally sent her to the city; where they called in specialists to study her rare disease. Dr. Howard Kelly was called in for the consultation. When he heard the name of the town she came from, a strange light filled his eyes. Immediately he rose and went down the hall of the hospital to her room.

Dressed in his doctor’s gown he went in to see her. He recognised her at once. He went back to the consultation room determined to do his best to save her life within his capacity. Form that day he gave special attention to the case.

After a long struggle, the battle was won. Dr. Kelly requested the business office to pass the final bill to him for approval.

He looked at it, then wrote something on the edge and the bill was sent to her room. She feared to open it, for she was sure it would take the rest of her life to pay for it all.

She read these words:



Tears of Joy filled her eyes; as her happy heart prayed: “Thank you, O Almighty, Most Merciful of those who show Mercy, that You spread Your Kindness and Mercy through Human Hearts and Minds.”

• Abu Hurairah (R.A.) reports that Rasulullah (Sallallahu Alaiyhi Wassallam) said, that whosoever gives in charity, even such a small thing as a date, Allah Ta’ala takes this charity, provided that it is form legitimate income; the Allah Ta’ ala fosters this charity and increases it, even a date becomes equal to a mountain. (BUKHARI, MUSLIM)

• Aqaba bin Amir (R.A.) reports that Rasulullah (Sallallahu Alaiyhi Wassallam) said that if there is nothing to give in charity, say something good to the people and if this is also not possible, do not cause injury or harm to anyone. It will amount to charity. (BAZAR, IBN HABAN)

Saturday, January 19, 2013

A man who had 4 wives

    سْــــــــــــــمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْـــــمِ
In the name of God, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.

Alhamdulillah I had finished my ENT round
so how's my exam?
tawakkaltu a'lallah *wink wink*
today I'll have my lasik surgery,so pray for me would you

again today I'm sharing another beautiful story
may you enjoy this (^_^)v~
Once upon a time, there was a rich merchant who had 4 wives. He loved the 4th wife the most and adorned her with rich robes and treated her to delicacies. He took great care of her and gave her nothing but the best. He also loved the 3rd wife very much. He s very proud of her and always wanted to show off her to his friends. However, the merchant is always in great fear that she might run away with some other men. He too, loved his 2nd wife. She is a very considerate person, always patient and in fact is the merchant s confidante. Whenever the merchant faced some problems, he always turned to his 2nd wife and she would always help him out and tide him through difficult times. Now, the merchant s 1st wife is a very loyal partner and has made great contributions in maintaining his wealth and business as well as taking care of the household. However, the merchant did not love the first wife and although she loved him deeply, he hardly took notice of her.

One day, the merchant fell ill. Before long, he knew that he was going to die soon. He thought of his luxurious life and told himself, "Now I have 4 wives with me. But when I die, I ll be alone. How lonely I ll be!" Thus, he asked the 4th wife, "I loved you most, endowed you with the finest clothing and showered great care over you. Now that I m dying, will you follow me and keep me company?" "No way!" replied the 4th wife and she walked away without another word. The answer cut like a sharp knife right into the merchant s heart.

The sad merchant then asked the 3rd wife, "I have loved you so much for all my life. Now that I m dying, will you follow me and keep me company?" "No!” replied the 3rd wife. "Life is so good over here! I m going to remarry when you die!"

The merchant s heart sank and turned cold. He then asked the 2nd wife, "I always turned to you for help and you ve always helped me out. Now I need your help again. When I die, will you follow me and keep me company?" "I m sorry, I can t help you out this time!" replied the 2nd wife. "At the very most, I can only send you to your grave." The answer came like a bolt of thunder and the merchant was devastated.

Then a voice called out: "I ll leave with you. I ll follow you no matter where you go." The merchant looked up and there was his first wife. She was so skinny, almost like she suffered from malnutrition. Greatly grieved, the merchant said, “I should have taken much better care of you while I could have!"

Actually, we all have 4 wives in our lives.The 4th wife is our body. No matter how much time and effort we lavish in making it look good, it ll leave us when we die. Our 3rd wife is possessions, status and wealth. When we die, they all go to others. The 2nd wife is our family and friends. No matter how close they had been there for us when we re alive, the furthest they can stay by us is up to the grave. The 1st wife is in fact our soul, often neglected in our pursuit of material wealth and sensual pleasure.

Guess what? It is actually the only thing that follows us wherever we go. Perhaps it s a good idea to cultivate and strengthen it now rather than to wait until we re on our deathbed to lament.

Sunday, January 13, 2013

why not stop struggling?

سْــــــــــــــمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْـــــمِ
In the name of God, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.

my End round exam where just around the corner,
but I didn't finished study yet due to my laziness
so,I put the blame on this very cold weather
I kept on blaming and at the end I got nothing

so,for whom out there where just like me
let me share this touching story  

About Struggling...

A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared. He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could, and it could go no further.

So the man decided to help the butterfly. He took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon.

The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings.

The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time.

Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly.

What the man, in his kindness and haste, did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the tiny opening were Allah's way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon.

Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our lives. If Allah allowed us to go through our lives without any obstacles, it would cripple us.

We would not be as strong as what we could have been. We could never "fly"!

I asked for Strength......... And Allah gave me Difficulties to make me strong.
I asked for Wisdom......... And Allah gave me Problems to solve.
I asked for Prosperity......... And Allah gave me Brain and Brawn to work.
I asked for Courage......... And Allah gave me Danger to overcome.
I asked for Love.......... And Allah gave me Troubled people to help.
I asked for Favours......... And Allah gave me Opportunities.
I received nothing I wanted ........ I received everything I needed!

fatabâraka-LLahu aHsanu-l khâliqîn

'So blessed be Allah, the best of creators!

Sura The Believer (23) verse 14

p/s:in everything you do: 'if you cannot avoid it,enjoy it'