Sunday, January 5, 2014

Are 2013 treating you well?

How's 2014 treating you? Hope everything is well 


Are 2013 treating you well?
 frankly speaking,2013 is a total disaster for me
 with hardship, I tried my best to cope up and still I'm still struggling for the hardship that 2013 left for me
 family, friendship, and uncountable farewell that i have to bid,

with that, I'm hoping for happiness and well-being in 2014 but 2/1/14 had slightly crush my hopes into pieces

yes indeed, It is my oral examination for chest dept.
and yes again chest dept is the reason why I enrolled into this school of medicine
so this is how the story goes
During the exam

doctor: okay miss andi, do you know what is tidal percussion?
me : sure do, tidal percussion is and examination to asses the function of diaphragm
       If the lesion is infra-diaphragm there will be shifting dullness during inspiration and expiration
       but is the lesion is supra-diaphragmatic there will be no changes

doctor: okay miss andi, tell me about reverse tidal percussion
me: reverse tidal percussion it upward retraction of the diaphragm during inspiration
      and it is due to lesion of the phrenic nerve supplying the copula of diaphragm that leads to 
      diaphragm paralysis or also known as flappy diaphragm
doctor: okay show me how to do it
me: erk..I don't know
doctor: come on andi, u are the most excellent doctor in malaysia and 
            you don't know how to make reverse tidal percussion..come on andi, I thought you this in my class
me: sorry doctor I forgot
heartache from the first question, I can't barely focus for the second question
doctor: okay,next to do inspection:
me: examine the patient chest from his leg and  move to patient's right side with our eye tangential to the level of the patient chest
doctor: okay, If you didn't see the apex pulsation,what you will do
me: do maneuver to make hyperdynamic apex such as exercise
doctor: yes. the other one?
me: huh? (is there really another method????)
doctor: okay you forgot, make the patient lie on his left side and palpate his apex
me: T_T
doctor: okay if we can't find the apex pulsation in the left side what is the possible causes?
me: ***a total checkmate** sorry doctor I don't know
doctor:....andi,dextrocardia..congenital,acquired..OKAY ANDI YOU CAN GO


other student having the same doctor but they were just too lucky..The doctor asked them easy questions.
Maybe I laugh so much the day before exam and I cry as much as I laugh after that

And this how med student celebrating new year..grrrr >.<"

Sunday, December 8, 2013

Aku rindu kamu

I always believe that my 2nd year life is the most happiest moment of my life because of you

p/s:"sometimes you never know the true value of a moment until it becomes a memory"

Saturday, December 7, 2013

cerita semalam

Seusai habis kelas,aku terus ke surau yg letaknya tidak jauh dari bilik kuliahku.
Tidak sampai beberapa minit kemudian,azan zohor berkumandang.
Di sebelahku seorang jururawat tua, gigih mendirikan solat jemaah walaupun dirinya sudah pun
bongkok tiga
Dan di setiap rukun solatnya sujud,ruku' dan yg selebihnya kedengaran doa itu..
ya doa itu..sedang dia yg sudah tua masih mendoakan ibu bapanya..tapi aku..
terkedu hampir saja tangisan membasahi pipi ketika itu,mungkin teguran dari-Nya

Friday, September 20, 2013


Assalamualaikum wbt..


Rasanya suda hampir setahun tidak menukilkan cerita pahit duka suka gembira di blog ini,sunyi sepi...Seperti tiada berpenghuni.

Alhamdulillah tahun ini Allah telah uji dengan nikmat kejayaan..setelah penat lelah melawan hawa nafsu (konon),akhirnya Allah telah kurniakan buah kejayaan yang nyata begitu manis buatku..Aku teringat kisah sewaktu aku ujian lisan forensik,Doktor bertanya pada aku dan rakanku akan keputusan kami di tahun tiga,untuk aku,doktor hanya mengangguk..tersenyum..buat rakanku,dia bertanya mengapa begitu teruk,jawab rakanku..ada masalah keluarga...

Masalah keluarga..ya,tidak semua orang hidup tanpa masalah..mungkin jika keluarganya bahagia mungkin,pelajarannya tidak..mungkin jika pelajarannya cemerlang tapi keluarganya punya banyak masalah..jika tidak pada kedua-duanya mungkin pada hidupnya...dan bukankah itu adalah ujian daripadaNya..

Pagi tadi aku masuk ke dapur...ku lihat ibuku sedang membelakangkanku..ku sangka dia tengah kusyuk menjamah makan sarapannya,rupanya dia tengah memikirkan masalah anak-anaknya sambil air mata bercucuran di pipinya..Lantasku bertanya..wahai ibuku,mengapa kamu bersedih? jawabnya sambil mengesat air matanya..tidak ada apa-apa anakku 

Kesal..mungkin juga selama ini aku juga bukan anak yang baik

Saturday, February 16, 2013

sketchy sketch sketch

    سْــــــــــــــمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْـــــمِ
In the name of God, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.

p/s:not resricted to relationship between man and woman only

Wednesday, January 30, 2013


    سْــــــــــــــمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْـــــمِ
In the name of God, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful

                  Borneo Paradise: Biology's project 4 Zamrud                    

5 Nilam 2008 class Album

 Group C 2009/2010

 Group D 2010/2011

 Group A 2011/2012

Group A 2012/2013

mood:I'm missing school already
congratulation Azam for ur enrollment to SMSLD
jaga nama baik kak Dolly & kak Emma

p/s: there's 3 type of person in this life:
1.The one that make it happen
2.The one that watch it happen
3.The one that WONDER what happen

Tuesday, January 22, 2013


    سْــــــــــــــمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْـــــمِ
In the name of God, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.

One day, a poor boy was selling goods from door to door to pay his way through school, found he had only one thin dime left, and he was hungry. He decided he would ask for a meal at the next house. However, he lost his nerve when a lovely young woman opened the door. Instead of a meal he asked for a drink of water.

The young lady thought he looked hungry; so she brought him a large glass of milk. He drank it slowly, and then asked, “How much do I owe you?”

“You don’t owe me anything!” she replied. “Mother has taught us never to accept pay for kindness.”

He said: “Then I thank you from my heart.” As Howard Kelly left that house, he not only felt stronger physically, but his faith in God Almighty became stronger. He had been ready to give up and quit; but continued...

Years later, that young woman became critically ill. The local doctors were baffled. They finally sent her to the city; where they called in specialists to study her rare disease. Dr. Howard Kelly was called in for the consultation. When he heard the name of the town she came from, a strange light filled his eyes. Immediately he rose and went down the hall of the hospital to her room.

Dressed in his doctor’s gown he went in to see her. He recognised her at once. He went back to the consultation room determined to do his best to save her life within his capacity. Form that day he gave special attention to the case.

After a long struggle, the battle was won. Dr. Kelly requested the business office to pass the final bill to him for approval.

He looked at it, then wrote something on the edge and the bill was sent to her room. She feared to open it, for she was sure it would take the rest of her life to pay for it all.

She read these words:



Tears of Joy filled her eyes; as her happy heart prayed: “Thank you, O Almighty, Most Merciful of those who show Mercy, that You spread Your Kindness and Mercy through Human Hearts and Minds.”

• Abu Hurairah (R.A.) reports that Rasulullah (Sallallahu Alaiyhi Wassallam) said, that whosoever gives in charity, even such a small thing as a date, Allah Ta’ala takes this charity, provided that it is form legitimate income; the Allah Ta’ ala fosters this charity and increases it, even a date becomes equal to a mountain. (BUKHARI, MUSLIM)

• Aqaba bin Amir (R.A.) reports that Rasulullah (Sallallahu Alaiyhi Wassallam) said that if there is nothing to give in charity, say something good to the people and if this is also not possible, do not cause injury or harm to anyone. It will amount to charity. (BAZAR, IBN HABAN)