Ainun = Mata

Dengan nama Allah, Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani.

Allah s.w.t telah berfirman di dalam ayat 44 surah Al-An'am yang bermaksud:

"Tatkala mereka lupa akan apa yg diperingatkan kepada mereka, Kami bukakan bagi mereka beberapa pintu tiap-tiap sesuatu (nikmat dan kesenangan), sehinggalah apabila mereka telah bersuka ria dengan (kesenangan)yang mereka perdapat itu, lalu dengan se-konyong-konyong Kami siksa mereka, sehingga mereka berputus asa."

Bila baca surah ne rasa macam terkena dgn batang hidung sendiri plak kan..haha,padan muka ko,Andi Adlyana.Allah dah bagi nikmat melihat tp ko selewengkan plak,kalo tgk org slack sket mesti ko kutuk.s'kang ne nikmat melihat ko Allah tarik kejap...

wokey,muhasabah diri,x nak kutuk org dah pasne....

dah ,tiga hari mata asyik-asyik berair jer,tension jugak nak study but semlm memang dah extreme sgt dah mata berair,hingus pun dok meleleh sama.Then,balik jer kuliah kiteorg pegi Hospital mata coz sebelum ne mata pernah bernanah kat bahagian dalam.So,takut jadi lagi.

time ne doktor tgh examine mata,pastu doktor tu pown ckp ''you have foreign body in your cornea''

gila cuak kot time tu,pastu doktor tu tanya lagi ''do you have trauma in your eye before this?like something punch you''

Errkk...mn ade,aku pown geleng je ar.

Skali doktor tu bawak keluar jarum,srius aku dah cuak time ne,grrr...

oklah...pastu mata dah okay,dah but lepas seminggu kena dtg jumpa doktor neyh blek.

dptlah ubat neyh...ngee Aisah,tolong letak hari-hari tau..hehehe(buli Aisah~!)

p/s:kpd mushrif sori sebab susahkan,InsyaAllah pasne x kol ko lagi (menyampah btol dgn sistem mushrif coz mushrif slalu x available,bukan salah kiteorg,kiteorg kluar awal kot,doktor tu yg lambat,nama pown hospital mesti ar ramai org sakit)..........damn~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but anyways,thanx jelahhhhhhhhhhhhh

BEING A MOTHER and A FATHER

(both men & women, sons & daughters - need to read this) BEING A MOTHER or A FATHER... After 17 years of marriage, my wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, 'I love you, but I know this other woman loves you and would love to spend some time with you.' * * * The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has been alone for 20 years, but the demands of my work and my two boys had made it possible to visit her only occasionally. * * * That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie. * * * 'What's wrong, aren't you well,' she asked? * * * My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news. * * * 'I thought it would be pleasant to spend some time with you,' I responded. 'Just the two of us.' She thought about it for a moment, and then said, 'I would like that very much.' * * * That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervous about our date. She waited in the door. She had curled her hair and was wearing the dress that she had worn to celebrate her last birthday on November 19th. * * * She smiled from a face that was as radiant as an angel's. 'I told my friends that I was going to go out with my son, and they were impressed,' she said, as she got into that new white van. 'They can't wait to hear about our date'. * * * We went to a restaurant that, although not elegant, was very nice and cozy. My mother took my arm as if she were the First Lady. After we sat down, I had to read the menu. Her eyes could only read large print. Half way through the entries, I lifted my eyes and saw Mom sitting there staring at me. A nostalgic smile was on her lips. 'It was I who used to have to read the menu when you were small,' she said. 'Then it's time that you relax and let me return the favor,' I responded. * * * During the dinner, we had an agreeable conversation- -nothing extraordinary but catching up on recent events of each others life. We talked so much that we missed the movie. * * * As we arrived at her house later, she said, 'I'll go out with you again, but only if you let me invite you.' I agreed. * * * 'How was your dinner date ?' asked my wife when I got home. 'Very nice. Much more so than I could have imagined,' I answered. * * * A few days later, my mother died of a massive heart attack. It happened so suddenly that I didn't have a chance to do anything for her. * * * Some time later, I received an envelope with a copy of a restaurant receipt from the same place mother and I had dined. An attached note said: 'I paid this bill in advance. I wasn't sure that I could be there; but nevertheless, I paid for two plates - one for you and the other for your wife. You will never know what that night meant for me. I love you, son.' * * * At that moment, I understood the importance of saying in time: 'I LOVE YOU' and to give our loved ones the time that they deserve. Nothing in life is more important than your family. Give them the time they deserve, because these things cannot be put off till 'some other time.' * * * Somebody said it takes about six weeks to get back to normal after you've had a baby..... somebody doesn't know that once you're a mother or a father, 'normal' is history. * * * Somebody said you learn how to be a mother OR A FATHER by instinct ... somebody never took a three-year-old shopping. * * * Somebody said being a mother or a father is boring .... somebody never rode in a car driven by a teenager with a driver's permit. * * * Somebody said if you're a 'good' mother or a 'good' father, your child will 'turn out good'.... somebody thinks a child comes with directions and a guarantee. * * * Somebody said you don't need an education to be a mother or a father.... somebody never helped a fourth grader with his math. * * * Somebody said you can't love the second child as much as you love the first .... somebody doesn't have two children. * * * Somebody said the hardest part of being a mother is labor and delivery.... Somebody said the hardest part of being a father is watching the birth of their baby,,,, somebody never watched her 'baby' get on the bus for the first day of kindergarten ... or on a plane headed for military 'boot camp.' * * * Somebody said the mother and father can stop worrying after their child gets married....somebody doesn't know that marriage adds a new son or daughter-in-law to a mother's and father's heartstrings. * * * Somebody said a mother's and a father's job is done when their last child leaves home.... somebody never had grandchildren. * * * Somebody said your mother and father knows you love them, so you don't need to tell them.... somebody isn't a mother or a father. Pass this along to all the 'mothers' and 'fathers ' in your life and to everyone who ever had a mother and a father. This isn't just about being a mother or a father; it's about appreciating the people in your life while you have them.... no matter who that person is

p/s:I LOVE YOU TOOOOO,MAMA PAPA~!Muah!!!!!

I'm begging you plez don't go~!

''ukhuwah fillah Abadan abada''

Aku pasti kau tahu apa maksudnya...

Jika kau lari dr masalah ini,

dan jika aku juga lari dr masalah ini,

masalah ini x akan selesai,,,aku syg kau dan ukhuwah ini

jika kau pergi dan aku tetap tinggal dgn masalah ini

aku minta maaf,,,sejujurnya aku x kuat tanpa kau utk menghadapi masalah ini

bukan aku sahaja tp mereka2 yg lain juga sm

bukan senang utk aku rapat dgn org,it takes time

sebab itu aku mohon dgn kau jgn pindahh

kita hadapi masalah ni sama-sama

face it,don't run from it

jika kau x mampu utk bertahan,aku juga beribu kali merasakan benda yg sm

aku pasti setiap masalah itu ada penyelesaiannya

tp......

Andai kata kau tetap memilih utk pindah

Andai kata itu yg tertulis d lauh mahfuz utk mu

Aku meredhainya,

tp....

Aku ingin kau mengetahui satu perkara yg....

''Aku syg kau dan ukhuwah ini dan jika hatimu tidak seiringan dgn mereka yg akan tinggal bersamamu kelak,ketahuilah,,,,pintu rumah ini sentiasa terbuka utkmu,InsyaAllah''

~Aku harap ini semua adalah kenangan terindah buatnu~

ne tyme aku belanja korang coz dpt duet zakat...best x????

ni dekat pharoahnic village,time ne kita x rapat lg,ingat x neyh?

ni time birthday diyah,,,ingat x kita wat suprise jam 00:00,time ni kita blom beli kek mixer,pastu setiap sorang kna pukul aduan kek tu 5 minit,muscle fatigue weyh,ko ingat x???

seroja best kan.........

''ukhuwah itu ibarat tasbih,ada permulaan tiada akhirnya.......

''Ana uhibbu enti abadan abada''

Lagu neyh aku tujukan khas buat kau,

bila kau sunyi,dgrlah lagu neyh...

Sebuah Pertemuan

Ketika diri mencari sinar
Secebis cahaya menerangi laluan
Ada kalanya langkahku tersasar
Tersungkur di lembah kegelapan

Bagaikan terdengar bisikan rindu
Mengalun kalimah menyapa keinsafan
Kehadiranmu menyentuh kalbu
Menyalakan obor pengharapan

Tika ku kealpaan
Kau bisikkan bicara keinsafan
Kau beri kekuatan, tika aku
Diuji dengan dugaan?
Saat ku kehilangan keyakinan
Kau nyalakan harapan
Saat ku meragukan keampunan Tuhan
Kau katakan rahmat-Nya mengatasi segala

Menitis airmataku keharuan
Kepada sebuah pertemuan
Kehadiranmu mendamaikan
Hati yang dahulu keresahan

Cinta yang semakin kesamaran
Kau gilap cahaya kebahagiaan
Tulus keikhlasan menjadi ikatan
Dengan restu kasih-Mu, oh Tuhan

Titisan air mata menyubur cinta
Dan rindu pun berbunga
Mekar tidak pernah layu
Damainya hati
Yang dulu resah keliru
Cintaku takkan pudar diuji dugaan
Mengharum dalam harapan
Moga kan kesampaian kepada Tuhan
Lantaran diri hamba kerdil dan hina

Syukur sungguh di hati ini
Dikurniakan teman sejati
Menunjuk jalan dekati-Nya
Tika diri dalam kebuntuan

Betapa aku menghargai
Kejujuran yang kau beri
Mengajarku mengenal erti
Cinta hakiki yang abadi

Tiada yang menjadi impian
Selain rahmat kasih-Mu Tuhan
Yang terbias pada ketulusan
Sekeping hati seorang insan
Bernama teman

p/s:Live every day with enjoyment - we don't know what tomorrow will give us.

malunya~!

DEANGAN NAMA ALLAH YG MAHA PENGASIH LAGI MAHA PENYAYANG..........

pernah dgr x ayat ne????

''malu itu seiringan dgn iman,jika salah satunya itu meningkat

maka meningkatlah keseluruhannya''

okay,hari ini memang hari yg sgt memalukan

ntah apa dosa yg aku buat,tetba jak hari ne aku ditegur oleh sorang hamba Allah ni,

yups,dia seorang lelaki dan...........

itu membuatkan aku bertambah-tambahlah MALU

baik~!lepas ne aku study hard,jgn risau....

mungkin benda ne kalo nak fikirkan balik x lah memalukan sgt pown tp

buat seorang budak yg carry paper ANATOMY

teguran itu sgt menusuk ke hati

tp....LAIN KALI JGN TEGUR DEPAN SEMUA ORG~!!!

aku malu kot.........sob2x

p/s:hey you,could we be just friend???

Kawen???Erkkk

In the name of Allah the most Merciful,The most Gracious....

Okay,baru dpt berita,c fulan dah tunang dgn c fulan,.owh ye ek?Alamak melepaslah aku,dah ar aku nak kat c Fulan tu,,,hahaha.Then,dgr plak c 'tut' nak kawen dgn 'tut'..laki tu baru tahun dua pelajar medic,pompuan tu lak baru tahun tiga...hmmm...'baru' lagi tu

Haishh,,,dlm hati,biaq pi dorang ar,just live ur life jer.Tapi disebabkan roomates aku,Amirah dok ulang-ulang benda ni,jadi aku pown dok pikiaq benda ni sokmo.

Cuba bayangkan korang nak kawen winter break ne means you will have another 2 months left being a bachelor...erkkk,bole bayangkan x?sure x keruan ar jawab exam mid-sem..hihi mesti siap countdown nak kawen lagi brapa hari,,,pastu mid-sem lingkup ar.

Okay,kawen muda-21 years old(kalo org dulu2,ne dah kira tua sgt kalo x kawen lg) but...hmmm

ntah ar tp cuba bygkan,s'kang umur aku 19 tahun,pastu tahun depan aku kawen(simpang malaikat 44), purata umur rakyat Asia lebih kurang 70

means,70-21=49

49 tahun hidup dengan seorang lelaki bernama suami,hmm........bole kot hahaha

x nak ar,lama sangat tu,takut bosan plak huahaha (Ya,Allah apa yg aku merepek ne).

Rilek ar,fenomena ne bese2 jek kat mesir,kawen awal tu no hal ar.First year pown ada yg dah kawen,medic plak tu.Tapi tanggungjawab sbg seorang ISTERI tu bukan senang,kawen ne bukan stakat menghalalkan apa yg haram tp memikul tanggungjawab yg besar,lebih-lebih lagi lelaki.

Okay,'nak mengelakkan maksiat ar'...Aku terima statement ne but still..hmm ntah lah muda lagi kot,masih blom matang lg dan masih nak enjoy life tanpa sebarang kongkongan...sebab aku nak mengamalkan Islam itu secara syumul means aku kena beramal jgak dgn hadis ne:

" sekiranya jika diizinkan manusia sujud sesama manusia nescaya aku perintahkan agar isteri sujud kepada suami "

aku tak jumpa perawi hadis ni,just hari tu aku terdengar ceramah dekat TV and then directly remember this ayat.Okay,betapa besarnya kuasa veto lelaki...(sounds like bait muslim already huahaha).Selagi x melanggar syarak,kalo lawan cakap suami,kira dosa,cuba bayangkan situasi ni;...

Korang nak exam esok,sure-sure malas nak masak,bilik serabut mcm otak korang,tido pown dgn skeleton,pastu suami korang nak makan Kek Coklat buatan korang,erkk.Pastu korang ada byk lagi chapter blom study,x ke bengang time tu???Nak buat ke x?kalo buat hati x ikhlas,kalo x buat,DOSA..hmmmm,keh keh keh...(jauhnya aku fikir masa depan)

Bak kata pepatah mira ''nak buat sarapan utk diri sendiri pown x bole,inikan pulak nak urus orang laen'',makes sense right?

p/s:Al-Fatihah buat adik Sofiyatul Ulya,baby lagi dah meninggal esok lusa kita plak,amalan dah cukup belom?Tanya iman,''Iman,apa khabar Iman hari ini?''

JOM HIJRAH 1432H~!

In the name of Allah the most Merciful, the most Gracious...

kalo mg nak tgk hok beso,klik k.x dop masalah~!

Apa-apa pun mudah-mudahan Hijrah tahun ini dpt aku ikhlaskan diri kpd Allah swt sesuai dgn hadis ne.....

"Sesungguhnya sah atau tidak sesuatu amalan itu, bergantung pada niat. Dan setiap sesuatu pekerjaan itu apa yang diniatkan. Maka sesiapa yang berhijrah semata-mata taat kepada Allah dan Rasul-Nya, maka hijrahnya itu diterima oleh Allah dan Rasul-Nya. Dan sesiapa yang berhijrah kerana keuntungan dunia yang dikejarnya, atau kerana perempuan yang akan dikahwini, maka hijrahnya itu terhenti pada apa yang ia niat hijrah kepadanya".

(Hadis riwayat Imam Al-Bukhari dan Muslim)

~~~~Ameennn,InsyaAllah~~~~

p/s:

''Sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan mengubah keadaan sesuatu kaum sebelum mereka mengubah keadaan mereka sendiri.Dan apabila Allah mengkehendaki keburukan terhadap sesuatu kaum maka tak ada yg dapat menolaknya dan tidak ada pelindung bagi mereka selain DIA''

(Ar-Rad:2)

This Is Attitude~!

In the name of Allah.. the most Merciful, the most Gracious...

Upon receiving emel from my daddy that I think a very reasonable thing to be shared...

IF AN EGG IS BROKEN BY AN OUTSIDE FORCE..A LIFE ENDS.
IF AN EGG BREAKS FROM WITHIN...... .LIFE BEGINS.
~~~~GREAT THINGS ALWAYS BEGIN FROM WITHIN~~~

IT'S BETTER TO LOSE YOUR EGO TO THE ONE YOU LOVE.
THAN TO LOSE THE ONE YOU LOVE ....... BECAUSE OF YOUR EGO

WHY WE HAVE SO MANY MOSQUE , IF ALLAH IS EVERYWHERE ?
A WISE MAN SAID :
AIR IS EVERYWHERE,
BUT WE STILL NEED A FAN TO FEEL IT .

WHEN YOU TRUST SOMEONE TRUST HIM COMPLETELY WITHOUT
ANY DOUBT....... AT THE END YOU WOULD GET ONE OF THE TWO :
EITHER A LESSON FOR YOUR LIFE OR A VERY GOOD PERSON

LIFE IS NOT ABOUT THE PEOPLE WHO ACT TRUE TO YOUR FACE ........IT'S ABOUT THE PEOPLE WHO REMAIN TRUE BEHIND YOUR BACK

SOLDIER : SIR WE ARE SURROUNDED FROM ALL SIDES BY ENEMIES ,

MAJOR : EXCELLENT ! WE CAN ATTACK IN ANY DIRECTION

.THE WORST IN LIFE IS "ATTACHMENT " IT HURTS WHEN YOU LOSE IT. THE BEST THING IN LIFE IS " LONELINESS "

BECAUSE IT TEACHES YOU EVERYTHING AND, WHEN YOU LOSE IT, YOU G ET EVERYTHING.

"You never conquer a mountain. You stand on the summit a few moments; then the wind blows your footprints away."

And last but not the least. . .

“People laugh because I am different. And I laugh because they are all the same? That's called “ATTITUDE" “

BENCI~!!

In the name of Allah the most Merciful, the most Gracious...

Aku memang jenis mcm ne,kalo suka kat org memang akan suka giler,but once aku dah benci,rasa mcm nak bunuh je org tu bole x?Try to have a good control to anger and hate feeling is never easy for me...SO JGN CARI PASAL,OK!!!!

Silap btol aku masuk group D ne,asyik2 terserempak dgn org dr group C tu,bila dah terserempak sure ar,masuk kelas masih terngiang-ngiang lg apa yg dia wat kat rumah kiteorg.Pastu x leyh fokus study,NGENG BTOL~!

So,search kat internet cara nak control feeling of hate and anger ne,hopefully it'll works ameeennnnnn...Jom kongsi sesama

Cara-cara mereda atau mengendalikan kemarahan:

1. Membaca Ta'awwudz. Rasulullah bersabda Ada kalimat kalau diucapkan niscaya akan hilang kemarahan seseorang, yaitu A'uudzu billah mina-syaithaani-r-rajiim Aku berlindung kepada Allah dari godaan syaitan yang terkutuk (H.R. Bukhari Muslim).

2. Berwudhu. Rasulullah bersabda Kemarahan itu itu dari syaitan, sedangkan syaitan tercipta dari api, api hanya bole padam dengan air, maka kalau kalian marah berwudhulah (H.R. Abud Dawud).

3. Duduk. Dalam sebuah hadis dikatakanKalau kalian marah maka duduklah, kalau tidak hilang juga maka bertidurlah (H.R. Abu Dawud).

4. Diam. Dalam sebuah hadis dikatakan Ajarilah (orang lain), mudahkanlah, jangan mempersulit masalah, kalau kalian marah maka diamlah (H.R. Ahmad).

5. Bersujud, artinya shalat sunnah mininal dua rakaat. Dalam sebuah hadis dikatakan Ketahuilah, sesungguhnya marah itu bara api dalam hati manusia. Tidaklah engkau melihat merahnya kedua matanya dan tegangnya urat darah di lehernya? Maka barangsiapa yang mendapatkan hal itu, maka hendaklah ia menempelkan pipinya dengan tanah (sujud). (H.R. Tirmidzi)

p/s:Life is easy when you make it easy.