Sunday, November 28, 2010
Am I suit to be a Doctor???
In the name of Allah.. the most Merciful, the most Gracious...
Today,as always,I will kill the time with some internet surfing and some blog-walking.Just now,I found such an interesting post on my friend's blog,ummu.
OR WHY DO I CHOOSE TO BECOME A DOCTOR,IS IT BECAUSE oF HIM???
and this is how the story goes,..
this story does not start with my tending to a bird sick,suddenly realizing that helping others is my destiny.It would start with my waiting for three hours to get medical consultation for only a slight fever
Only Thing Lahad Datu,Sabah residents are well known for is being content with what we have.In other place,say,KL,a person will run amok should they made to wait that long for a medical consultant,but us,a good people of Lahad Datu are not dissatisfied,we count our blessing instead-well,at least we have a doctor.
Sometimes,during our secondary school whenever we feel like not going to school,we will just went to the hospital and create sickness that never exist because often the person that attend us were only asistant health officer and by just LYING about this and that,we will get MC.Therefore, during my schooldays,I always thought that,people who wants to become a doctor is crazy enough to enter HOSPITAL BAHAGIA.That is true that States of Malaysia are no stranger to lack of doctor,but for Sabah,the notch is unparallel able,that we are under the paradigm that pursuing medics is quite superhuman.
But the extent to what I,as a person can tolerate was redefined as I grow older.Like every unsuspecting ignorant person,I unconsciously believed that tragic diseases only happen to people in dramas.2008 marked lots of traveling to and fro the Lahad Datu general hospital for my father,who was a lab mouse should I say at that time.Since,cardiologist doctor were unheard there,a fresh graduate doctor was assigned to diagnosed my father and turned out worst.
Also,heartache from seeing many mother lost their baby,and children lost their mother due to lack of O&G specialist doctors after the weeks of hospital attachment had made me realised that I had to turn my head to the fact if I wanted a changed,it should start with me.And there,I can crazily say studying medicine of serving my country was materialised.
But somehow,this question is often plays in my mind:
''DO I SUIT TO BE A GOOD MUSLIM DOCTOR?"
wah ensem ar Doctor neyh.hahahah
p/s:mcm mn ek mau hilangkan rasa benci terhadap org len yg membuak-buak???