Sunday, June 5, 2011

cukuplah Allah bagiku


سْــــــــــــــمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْـــــمِ
Dengan nama Allah yg Maha pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang




''And when they have [nearly] fulfilled their term, either retain them according to acceptable terms or part with them according to acceptable terms. And bring to witness two just men from among you and establish the testimony for [the acceptance of] Allah.
and whosoever fears Allah and keeps his duty to Him,He will make a way for him to get out of (from every difficulties).

And He will provide him from sources he could not imagine.And whosoever puts his trust in Allah,then He will suffice him.Verily,Allah will accomplish his purpose.Indeed Allah has already set a measure for everything''
surat At-talaq:2-3

Amin...
moga ayat ni dapat memberi kekuatan untuk aku dan untuk yang lain yag sedang kecewa dek anatomy...
perasaan ni lebih menyakitkan drpd putus cinta,seriusly...when you had put so much effort on something suddenly,you knows that your effort are useless just because of some silly mistake.
HOW WOULD YOU FEEL?????

Alhamdulillah sebab Allah telah memberikan aku peluang untuk menjawab anatomy first year dengan baik,aku bersyukur.
tapi hari ni,setelah beberapa hari tak cukup tidur dan tulang belakang rasa nak patah sebab duduk atas kerusi lama sangat,dengan air mata yang berliter-liter and with that so much effort
I should be happy answering the anatomy practical.
BUT
Because of that silly mistake,it had broke my heart to pieces

this how the story goes,,,
Alhamdulillah aku dapat jawab dgn baek,untuk beberapa specimen yg awal.
sampailah ke bahagian hip bone,aku keliru.
aku tinggalkan kolum jawapan tu kosong,dengan harapan kalau ada masa lebih,aku akan isi balik.
then,the next bone...femur
I accidentally write femur in the empty column that is suppose to be for hip bone,
and without realising my own mistake,I continue writing the answer in the wrong column
until the last specimen and suddenly,I saw one column blank
aku dah cuak,cek balik kertas dari awal then baru perasaan,aku salah isi jawapan.I try to correct my mistake then,time's up

aku bagitau doctor,
''doctor,can you give me sometimes,I have answer in a wrong column''
then the doctor said
''it's okay,just submit your paper,we will understand your answer''

saat itu AIR MATA jatuh berlinangan...mungkin doctor yg kutip answer sheet tu faham aku tersalah tulis jawapan tp untuk doctor yg menanda kertas jawapan tu,adakah dia akan faham???

Ya Allah,aku percaya dengan sepenuh hati kalimah tawakkal kepadaMU,maka Engkau berikanlah yg terbaik untuk diriku...Aku mohon ya Allah

p/s;usahalah sepertimana tiada tawakal.dan tawakallah sperti mane tiada langsung usaha kita..keep praying okay..insyaAllah Allah dgr doa kita
Amin,ya Rabb~!!!



8 comments:

  1. alhamdulillah.at the end my twin success in her exam.

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  2. hahaha...x success lg..InsyaAllah akan success..doakan made' critical subject ni takot~!!!

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  3. andi.. tacing betul baca. insyaAllah doctors faham... jom lepaskan semua subjek tahun ni. naik tahun 3 sama2.. :)

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  4. amin..thanx ummu...chaiyok2..jom sm2 naek tahun..lepas suma subjek amin,amin,amin ya rabb

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  5. o this one make my twin feel sad.it's ok.letak pergantungan yang paling tinggi kepada Allah.insya Allah Allah tolong.aku dah banyak kali tengok bukti depan mata hasil pergantungan yang tinggi pada Allah.semoga di permudahkan segalanya

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  6. amin,,makaseh made' doakan aku dpt lepas tahun ne,x kesahlah mumtaz ke x?

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