Sunday, June 6, 2010

oh...Hati!!!

kalau boleh aku x mau update apa2 dekat blog tp..ntah mlm ni hati mcm buat hal sket...
''Ya,Allah yg berkuasa utk membolak-balikkan hati, peganglah hati ini agar tidak terpesong dr jln lurusmu....''
Inilah doaku saat ini,terkadang rasa ingin menangis tatkala diri ini sedang riang ketawa besama teman-teman yg lain...
Mungkin sebab exam kot,kalau aku serius sgt dlm stadi,aku automatik cepat tersentuh by even a very small matter.
SERIOUSLY,I FEEL LIKE CRYING RIGHT NOW...HATI INI SGT KOTOR,BYK BUAT MAKSIAT,LANTAS ILMU DAN HAFALAN PERGI MENINGGALKAN...HATI INI..SEBAB ITULAH HIDAYAH PUN IKUT PERGI...Allah tolong aku...ingin jd ummah yg baik..anak yg solehah sbg harta terbaek buat mama n papa..ingin jd contoh teladan buat adik-adik..bantu aku Ya Allah,,,Ariah,I think you are the only person will understand this feeling...coz we both the same family background...living here surrounds by people that living with silver spoon in their mouth,really doesn't fit me that well...pray for me a lot so that I could endure this suffer for the next coming five years,huhu,sorry ar my English are quiet broken now days

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