Are 2013 treating you well?

How's 2014 treating you? Hope everything is well 

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Are 2013 treating you well?

 frankly speaking,2013 is a total disaster for me

 with hardship, I tried my best to cope up and still I'm still struggling for the hardship that 2013 left for me
 family, friendship, and uncountable farewell that i have to bid,

with that, I'm hoping for happiness and well-being in 2014 but 2/1/14 had slightly crush my hopes into pieces

yes indeed, It is my oral examination for chest dept.
and yes again chest dept is the reason why I enrolled into this school of medicine

so this is how the story goes
 

During the exam

doctor: okay miss andi, do you know what is tidal percussion?

me : sure do, tidal percussion is and examination to asses the function of diaphragm

       If the lesion is infra-diaphragm there will be shifting dullness during inspiration and expiration

       but is the lesion is supra-diaphragmatic there will be no changes

doctor: okay miss andi, tell me about reverse tidal percussion
me: reverse tidal percussion it upward retraction of the diaphragm during inspiration

      and it is due to lesion of the phrenic nerve supplying the copula of diaphragm that leads to 

      diaphragm paralysis or also known as flappy diaphragm
doctor: okay show me how to do it
me: erk..I don't know
doctor: come on andi, u are the most excellent doctor in malaysia and 

            you don't know how to make reverse tidal percussion..come on andi, I thought you this in my class

me: sorry doctor I forgot

heartache from the first question, I can't barely focus for the second question

doctor: okay,next question..how to do inspection:

me: examine the patient chest from his leg and  move to patient's right side with our eye tangential to the level of the patient chest

doctor: okay, If you didn't see the apex pulsation,what you will do
me: do maneuver to make hyperdynamic apex such as exercise
doctor: yes. the other one?
me: huh? (is there really another method????)
doctor: okay you forgot, make the patient lie on his left side and palpate his apex
me: T_T
doctor: okay if we can't find the apex pulsation in the left side what is the possible causes?
me: ***a total checkmate** sorry doctor I don't know
doctor:....andi,dextrocardia..congenital,acquired..OKAY ANDI YOU CAN GO

.......................................................hujan...................................................................

other student having the same doctor but they were just too lucky..The doctor asked them easy questions.
Maybe I laugh so much the day before exam and I cry as much as I laugh after that

And this how med student celebrating new year..grrrr >.<"

Aku rindu kamu

I always believe that my 2nd year life is the most happiest moment of my life because of you

p/s:"sometimes you never know the true value of a moment until it becomes a memory"

cerita semalam

Seusai habis kelas,aku terus ke surau yg letaknya tidak jauh dari bilik kuliahku.
Tidak sampai beberapa minit kemudian,azan zohor berkumandang.
Di sebelahku seorang jururawat tua, gigih mendirikan solat jemaah walaupun dirinya sudah pun
bongkok tiga
Dan di setiap rukun solatnya sujud,ruku' dan yg selebihnya kedengaran doa itu..
ya doa itu..sedang dia yg sudah tua masih mendoakan ibu bapanya..tapi aku..
terkedu hampir saja tangisan membasahi pipi ketika itu,mungkin teguran dari-Nya

DariMU

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Rasanya suda hampir setahun tidak menukilkan cerita pahit duka suka gembira di blog ini,sunyi sepi...Seperti tiada berpenghuni.

Alhamdulillah tahun ini Allah telah uji dengan nikmat kejayaan..setelah penat lelah melawan hawa nafsu (konon),akhirnya Allah telah kurniakan buah kejayaan yang nyata begitu manis buatku..Aku teringat kisah sewaktu aku ujian lisan forensik,Doktor bertanya pada aku dan rakanku akan keputusan kami di tahun tiga,untuk aku,doktor hanya mengangguk..tersenyum..buat rakanku,dia bertanya mengapa begitu teruk,jawab rakanku..ada masalah keluarga...

Masalah keluarga..ya,tidak semua orang hidup tanpa masalah..mungkin jika keluarganya bahagia mungkin,pelajarannya tidak..mungkin jika pelajarannya cemerlang tapi keluarganya punya banyak masalah..jika tidak pada kedua-duanya mungkin pada hidupnya...dan bukankah itu adalah ujian daripadaNya..

Pagi tadi aku masuk ke dapur...ku lihat ibuku sedang membelakangkanku..ku sangka dia tengah kusyuk menjamah makan sarapannya,rupanya dia tengah memikirkan masalah anak-anaknya sambil air mata bercucuran di pipinya..Lantasku bertanya..wahai ibuku,mengapa kamu bersedih? jawabnya sambil mengesat air matanya..tidak ada apa-apa anakku 

Kesal..mungkin juga selama ini aku juga bukan anak yang baik

sketchy sketch sketch

    سْــــــــــــــمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْـــــمِ
In the name of God, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.

p/s:not resricted to relationship between man and woman only

WORDLESS WEDNESDAY:THE TIME THAT PASSED BY

    سْــــــــــــــمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْـــــمِ
In the name of God, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful

                  Borneo Paradise: Biology's project 4 Zamrud                    

5 Nilam 2008 class Album

 Group C 2009/2010

 Group D 2010/2011

 Group A 2011/2012

Group A 2012/2013

mood:I'm missing school already

congratulation Azam for ur enrollment to SMSLD

jaga nama baik kak Dolly & kak Emma

p/s: there's 3 type of person in this life:

1.The one that make it happen

2.The one that watch it happen

3.The one that WONDER what happen

(^_^)v~

A GLASS OF MILK

    سْــــــــــــــمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْـــــمِ
In the name of God, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.

One day, a poor boy was selling goods from door to door to pay his way through school, found he had only one thin dime left, and he was hungry. He decided he would ask for a meal at the next house. However, he lost his nerve when a lovely young woman opened the door. Instead of a meal he asked for a drink of water.

The young lady thought he looked hungry; so she brought him a large glass of milk. He drank it slowly, and then asked, “How much do I owe you?”

“You don’t owe me anything!” she replied. “Mother has taught us never to accept pay for kindness.”

He said: “Then I thank you from my heart.” As Howard Kelly left that house, he not only felt stronger physically, but his faith in God Almighty became stronger. He had been ready to give up and quit; but continued...

Years later, that young woman became critically ill. The local doctors were baffled. They finally sent her to the city; where they called in specialists to study her rare disease. Dr. Howard Kelly was called in for the consultation. When he heard the name of the town she came from, a strange light filled his eyes. Immediately he rose and went down the hall of the hospital to her room.

Dressed in his doctor’s gown he went in to see her. He recognised her at once. He went back to the consultation room determined to do his best to save her life within his capacity. Form that day he gave special attention to the case.

After a long struggle, the battle was won. Dr. Kelly requested the business office to pass the final bill to him for approval.

He looked at it, then wrote something on the edge and the bill was sent to her room. She feared to open it, for she was sure it would take the rest of her life to pay for it all.

She read these words:

“PAID IN FULL WITH ONE GLASS OF MILK” signed Dr, Howard Kelly
.

Tears of Joy filled her eyes; as her happy heart prayed: “Thank you, O Almighty, Most Merciful of those who show Mercy, that You spread Your Kindness and Mercy through Human Hearts and Minds.”


• Abu Hurairah (R.A.) reports that Rasulullah (Sallallahu Alaiyhi Wassallam) said, that whosoever gives in charity, even such a small thing as a date, Allah Ta’ala takes this charity, provided that it is form legitimate income; the Allah Ta’ ala fosters this charity and increases it, even a date becomes equal to a mountain. (BUKHARI, MUSLIM)

• Aqaba bin Amir (R.A.) reports that Rasulullah (Sallallahu Alaiyhi Wassallam) said that if there is nothing to give in charity, say something good to the people and if this is also not possible, do not cause injury or harm to anyone. It will amount to charity. (BAZAR, IBN HABAN)

A man who had 4 wives

    سْــــــــــــــمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْـــــمِ
In the name of God, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.

Alhamdulillah I had finished my ENT round

so how's my exam?

tawakkaltu a'lallah *wink wink*

today I'll have my lasik surgery,so pray for me would you

(>.<)"

again today I'm sharing another beautiful story

may you enjoy this (^_^)v~

Once upon a time, there was a rich merchant who had 4 wives. He loved the 4th wife the most and adorned her with rich robes and treated her to delicacies. He took great care of her and gave her nothing but the best. He also loved the 3rd wife very much. He s very proud of her and always wanted to show off her to his friends. However, the merchant is always in great fear that she might run away with some other men. He too, loved his 2nd wife. She is a very considerate person, always patient and in fact is the merchant s confidante. Whenever the merchant faced some problems, he always turned to his 2nd wife and she would always help him out and tide him through difficult times. Now, the merchant s 1st wife is a very loyal partner and has made great contributions in maintaining his wealth and business as well as taking care of the household. However, the merchant did not love the first wife and although she loved him deeply, he hardly took notice of her.

One day, the merchant fell ill. Before long, he knew that he was going to die soon. He thought of his luxurious life and told himself, "Now I have 4 wives with me. But when I die, I ll be alone. How lonely I ll be!" Thus, he asked the 4th wife, "I loved you most, endowed you with the finest clothing and showered great care over you. Now that I m dying, will you follow me and keep me company?" "No way!" replied the 4th wife and she walked away without another word. The answer cut like a sharp knife right into the merchant s heart.

The sad merchant then asked the 3rd wife, "I have loved you so much for all my life. Now that I m dying, will you follow me and keep me company?" "No!” replied the 3rd wife. "Life is so good over here! I m going to remarry when you die!"

The merchant s heart sank and turned cold. He then asked the 2nd wife, "I always turned to you for help and you ve always helped me out. Now I need your help again. When I die, will you follow me and keep me company?" "I m sorry, I can t help you out this time!" replied the 2nd wife. "At the very most, I can only send you to your grave." The answer came like a bolt of thunder and the merchant was devastated.

Then a voice called out: "I ll leave with you. I ll follow you no matter where you go." The merchant looked up and there was his first wife. She was so skinny, almost like she suffered from malnutrition. Greatly grieved, the merchant said, “I should have taken much better care of you while I could have!"

Actually, we all have 4 wives in our lives.The 4th wife is our body. No matter how much time and effort we lavish in making it look good, it ll leave us when we die. Our 3rd wife is possessions, status and wealth. When we die, they all go to others. The 2nd wife is our family and friends. No matter how close they had been there for us when we re alive, the furthest they can stay by us is up to the grave. The 1st wife is in fact our soul, often neglected in our pursuit of material wealth and sensual pleasure.

Guess what? It is actually the only thing that follows us wherever we go. Perhaps it s a good idea to cultivate and strengthen it now rather than to wait until we re on our deathbed to lament.

why not stop struggling?

سْــــــــــــــمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْـــــمِ
In the name of God, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.

my End round exam where just around the corner,

but I didn't finished study yet due to my laziness

so,I put the blame on this very cold weather

I kept on blaming and at the end I got nothing

so,for whom out there where just like me

let me share this touching story  

About Struggling...

A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared. He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could, and it could go no further.

So the man decided to help the butterfly. He took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon.

The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings.

The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time.

Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly.

What the man, in his kindness and haste, did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the tiny opening were Allah's way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon.

Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our lives. If Allah allowed us to go through our lives without any obstacles, it would cripple us.

We would not be as strong as what we could have been. We could never "fly"!

I asked for Strength......... And Allah gave me Difficulties to make me strong.I asked for Wisdom......... And Allah gave me Problems to solve.
I asked for Prosperity......... And Allah gave me Brain and Brawn to work.
I asked for Courage......... And Allah gave me Danger to overcome.
I asked for Love.......... And Allah gave me Troubled people to help.
I asked for Favours......... And Allah gave me Opportunities.
I received nothing I wanted ........ I received everything I needed!

fatabâraka-LLahu aHsanu-l khâliqîn

'So blessed be Allah, the best of creators!

Sura The Believer (23) verse 14

p/s:in everything you do: 'if you cannot avoid it,enjoy it'

how time passed by

سْــــــــــــــمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْـــــمِ

Dengan nama Allah yg Maha pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang

ni hadiah utk anak kak yana & abg syafiq

yusra namanya..

hari tu mira ckp,

''untunglah semua baby yang Andi kenal

dpt hadiah''

aku suka sgt dgn budak2 sebab dorang sentiasa happy

kalau nangis pun still nampak comel lagi kan

sebab tu aku cakap dgn mama

nanti aku graduate,

aku mahu ambil anak angkat.

(^_^)v~

p/s:   MIRACLE IS JUST ANOTHER NAME FOR HARD WORK 

watak kedua

سْــــــــــــــمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْـــــمِ
Dengan nama Allah yg Maha pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang

opss..lagu ni tiada kena mengena dgn saya (^_^)v~

setiap kali tgk drama2 korea,

ada satu benda yang aku selalu tak puas hati

KENAPA WATAK KEDUA SANGAT PATHETIC?

watak kedua mesti lelaki yg baik,berusaha keras utk mendptkan heroin

watak pertama mesti jahat

but at the end 

yang jahat jugak jd pilihan heroin

aku selalu membebel kalo tgk cerita korea

sampailah satu hari housemate aku bersuara

''DALAM SOAL CINTA,

TIADA ERTI KATA 'USAHA  TANGGA KEJAYAAN'

JODOH TU KETENTUAN ALLAH''

owh....>.<

so girls out there,if u're really in love wif someone

never ever try to get them

as love come soft and silence

p/s:peeewwiiiittt 

Lambaian Ka'bah

سْــــــــــــــمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْـــــمِ

Dengan nama Allah yg Maha pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang

Alhamdulillah dah dekat sebulan dah aku bergelar pelajar tahun 4,

rasa macam tak percaya je kan

cepat masa berlalu 

Memandangkan nama aku start dengan huruf Alif 

so,aku masuk group A

group A start dengan subjek Opthalmology

such an interesting subject,but scary too,hahaha

so,basically my studies now is fully related to eye

best best best!!!

yang tak best nya part volunteer any new instrument

sebab asyik-asyik budak2 group suruh aku

sebab mata aku kan besar

senang sket nak tgk structures dekat mata

teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!!!

but that not the main story for today

hari tu,ada sorang doctor ni

suddenly tengah lecture,phone doctor tu bunyi

''labbaikallahu ma labbaik''

ya Allah,rasa nak nangis je time tu

teringat kenangan time buat umrah

time ustaz suruh zikir dalam bas

rindu

sangat sangat

even s'kang,kalau ada org post gambar ka'bah dekat FB

hati rasa sayu je

sebak sebab rindu

banyak sangat peristiwa indah dekat sana

tapi ada satu yg sangat-sangat menyentuh hati

bila ingat kenangan tu

mesti sebak

masa tu tgh tawaf

aku dgn aisah housemate aku tawaf dekat dgn ka'abah

dengan harapan nak cium hajaratul aswad

tapi setiap kali sampai dekat tempat tu

ramai sgt orang

memandangkan kami kecil

sah-sah tak dapat nak cium hajaratul aswad

aku doa dalam hati

''Ya Allah,kalau Engkau tak bagi aku pegang atau cium batu dari syurga-Mu ya Allah,

Engkau bagilah aku peluang untuk memandangnya dengan jelas''

tapi sampai ke pusingan tawaf yang terakhir aku tak dapat jugak tgk hajaratul aswad

sedih sangat

keesokan harinya,masa solat zohor dekat masjidil haram

aku solat setentang dgn hajaratul aswad

dengan harapan dapat tengok

tapi disebabkan ramai sangat orang aku tak dapat tgk

sampailah rakaat yang terakhir

aku terlambat nak sujud

masa tu orang lain semua dah sujud

''YA ALLAH HAJARATUL ASWAD!!!

Allah makbulkan jugak doa aku

aku dapat tgk batu  syurga itu dengan jelas sekali

air mata berlinang

same goes here

dalam hidup ni,kadang-kadang tak semua yang kita doa,kita dapat terus

but just remember one thing

HE WILL ALWAYS ANSWER OUR PRAYER

 AT THE RIGHT TIME AT THE RIGHT  PLACE

Ah,rindunya (^_^)

Firman Allah dalam Al-Mu'min ayat 60 "Wa qala rabbukum ud'uni istajib lakum..... "Dan Rabmu berfirman: "Berdoalah kepadaKu, niscaya akan Aku (Allah) mengabulkan untukmu..."

Ikan OH Ikan

سْــــــــــــــمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْـــــمِ

Dengan nama Allah yg Maha pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang

dulu,kalau mama masak ikan,

akulah orang first yg duduk di meja makan,

tapi sejak termakan ikan buruk+jaket dekat asrama

sriusly,aku fobia makan ikan

bau hanyir ikan tu masih segar di ingatan

walaupun aku tak suka makan ikan

tapi aku suka masak ikan

like seriusly???

yups,sebab kalau aku masak ikan for sure aku tak makan

dan...

tidak akan berlaku penambahan berat ke atas aku

muahahaha

as for you,my dear BFF,I prepare this for you,

manalah tau hatimu terbuka mau masak makanan ni kan..

1.FISH CURRY RECIPE 

bahan2:

-2 ulas bawang merah & bawang putih(ditumbuk lumat)

-ikan

-kari

-daun kari

-minyak bijan

-minyak masak

-susu cair

-sos tiram

-tomato

cara2:

1.panaskan minyak then tumis bawang sehingga naik bau

2.masukkan susu cair,kari,sos tiram,daun kari,minyak bijan,panaskan dengan api sederhana sehingga mendidih

3.masukkan ikan dan reneh sampai ikan masak,sebelum angkat masukkan tomato

4.hidang

see...I told u this is easy

2.SWEET AND SOUR

recipe???malas mau taip..cepat2 on skype,my holiday is really going to meet its end..

 

p/s:there's never a failure,it is just another lesson :)

Pesan Mama

سْــــــــــــــمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْـــــمِ

Dengan nama Allah yg Maha pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang

Di suatu petang...

Mama: Dolly,dalam byk2 kawanmu yang dtg beraya tu,adakah yang men'tackle'anak mama ni

Aku: Adalah,kenapa ma?

Mama: Siapalah

Aku: ndak payalah mama tau,bukannya aku mau kawen jugak kan sama dorang >.<

Mama: Iya,Dolly nanti kawen sama doktor jugak ya,yang PAKAR TULANG,mama ni selalu suda sakit-sakit lutut

Aku: Ya lah ma,(dlm hati,erkkk mana mau carik Dr.Ortho ni,anyone?)

Bila fikir-fikir,aku ni dah tua sebenarnya.Dulu kalau buka cerita pasal kawin,mengamuk mama dibuatnya tapi sekarang......

Teringat kisah dekat Mekah,ada saorang orang Morroco tu dia tanya ''Do you make tawaf this morning?''

''oh,yes'',jawabku terharu sebab ada yang cam aku dalam ramai2 org.

Pastu dia tny lagi ''with your husband right?'' 

ERKKKK

SAYA BELUM KAWIN HARAP MAAF!!!

seriusly asal aku banyak kali kena soalan ni time dekat sana,orang lain tak kena pun,

muka tua sgt ke?muka mak2 orang?

Tetiba teringat peristiwa dekat Madinah hari tu,Ust tour guide tu cakap ''ana ni kawin muda sebab ana takut tak sempat ada zuriat dah kiamat,ana takut ana tak de zuriat untk berjuang demi Islam.

Terkedu...nak kawin pun masih tetap berfikir tentang Islam dan perjuangan.Insaf sekejap (>.<)''

Balik cuti kali ni mostly mama suruh aku yang masak,mama just observe dari jauh.Kalau tahun lepas mama tak bagi aku masak sebab...(fikir sendiri)

Tengah2 kusyuk masak mesti ada jak yang mama pesan

   ''kalau potong sayur tu cuci dulu baru potong kalau ndak nanti keluar   vitaminnya''

 ''Kalau masak sayur tu kasi masuk batangnya dulu,baru daunnya supaya ndak ter overcooked''

 ''kalau goreng ikan tu sebelum angkat tu ikan,kasi kuat dulu tu api sekejap supaya tu ikan garing,sedap kalau di makan''

 ''Kalau hidang minuman untuk papa,alas gelas tu pakai piring,nanti kalau kau suda kawin begitu jugak kau buat sama laki mu''

 ''time makan,duduk jak di meja makan biar pun kau ndak makan,temankan laki mu makan macam yang mama selalu buat''

 

''kalau cuci piring tu,cuci gelas dulu supaya gelas tu ndak berminyak,pastu baru cuci piring,mangkuk,periuk''

Adakah mama sedang melatih aku untuk menjadi seorang isteri?

TOO YOUNG FOR THAT I GUESS...

But for all the thing that my morther said to me,there's one thing that really capture my heart

it is when I ask

''ma,kenapa kalau mama masak mesti sedap?''

my mom said 

''sebab setiap kali mama masak,mama selawat,letak garam mama selawat,letak gula mama selawat

dengan niat

'Ya,Allah semoga apa yang aku masak ni sedap dan dapat mengenyangkan sesiapa yang memakannya'

apa pun yang kita buat,yang penting niat kita mesti ikhlas,kan''

:')

mood: I'm going to miss you mummy and all ur wisdom 

sayonara ma3ssalama BYE BYE BYE

سْــــــــــــــمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْـــــمِ

Dengan nama Allah yg Maha pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

MAAF FIZIKAL DAN ROHANI

kurang kak Ina syak dalam picture ne

not so picture perfect

there many thing need to say 'BYE-BYE' lately

1.bye-bye to my hometown,Sabah

2.bye-bye to my one and only younger sister,Emma

1.BYE-BYE TO MY HOMETOWN,SABAH

Papa pindah kerja dekat Padang,Indonesia

perghhh jau glak ne

so,mama rancang kami pndah s'jung

maybe next year I guess

but this year maybe the last raya I had in Lahad Datu till I'm graduated

next year memang sure2 ar raya di sumatera

:')

ayat menyedapkan hati;

-cowok-cowok indonesia ganteng2

-makanan indonesia sedap jgak kan

-best jgak beraya beraya di tempat 0rg 

(=_=)''

bye-bye Renti,Langtam,Rentam...sob2x

2.bye-bye to my one and only younger sister,Emma

this raya was our last raya together

she's done her A-level

she'll be flying to Spain April next year

bye-bye Emma,do take care of your iman very well

:')

may Allah bless her now and always

make us proud will you,Engineer wannabe

so,that's all for now

there's nothing happen in my life lately

just an ordinary life

p/s:   Think less.Pray more.Do more
Allah is THE BEST PLANNER

Allah memang sweet kan

سْــــــــــــــمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْـــــمِ

Dengan nama Allah yg Maha pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang

Salam ramadhan semua,

Alhamdulillah tahun ni Allah swt masih lagi memberikan kita peluang dan ruang waktu untuk beribadah di bulan yang mulia ini

Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan; "Kami telah beriman," sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya kami telah menguji org2 yg sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui org2 yg benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui org2 yg dusta."

(Al-Ankabut: 2-3)

Ayat ni Allah swt ulang banyak kali dalam Al-Quran

sebab kita selalu tanya

''Ya Allah,kenapa aku,kenapa bukan orang lain yg Engkau beri ujian ini''

okaylah,sebenarnya,hamba Allah ni sedang memujuk hati yg sedih sebab visa umrah tak siap-siap lagi

lagi sedih bila tinggal sehari lagi nak pergi,

tup tup dapat mesej ustaz nak jumpa

ingtkan nak bagi amanah terakhir,

rupa-rupanya visa tak siap lagi

sedih sangat...

sampaikan fikir nak cancel je

aku blek2 tanya kat housemate aku soalan ni

kenapa Allah tak bagi pergi

artis2 dekat M'sia tu Allah bagi je pergi

tapi bila dah blek M'sia perangai sm je

hina sgtka kita ni

.........................................

sampaikan dah xde air mata dah nak nangis

housemate aku jawab

''sabar Andi,Allah tak jemput lagi''

air mata berlinang kembali

dari tahun lepas lagi aku nak pergi ke sana

tapi takde tempat

pastu tahun ni dpt tempat

tapi asyik tunda2

dari 17 ke 23 pastu s'kang ntah dapat ntah tidak

aku termenung sekejap

bila aku ingat-ingat balek dosa yang aku buat dekat Allah swt

aku jadi malu sekejap

apa hak aku nak paksa-paksa Allah swt

tu kan rumah Allah swt

bukanka kita ni hanyalah sekadar hamba

tiba-tiba teringat balek peristiwa time exam pharmacology

bila dapat paper tu

aku tengok soalan

''YA ALLAH,AKU TAK TAHU SATU BENDA PUN''

blur giler

sebab sehari sebelum exam tu aku sakit

so,satu hari aku tidur

bila bangun pagi memang blur giler ar

baca satu haram pown tak masuk

dan di tengah-tengah kekalutan tu

tiba-tiba terfikir

''kalau jadi penyembah dajjal kan best,mesti dapat jawab semua soalan ni''

(ni sebab aku dok asyik layan video THE ARRIVALS time stadi)

astaghfirullah,sampai macam tu sekali.

aku pun mengucap banyak-banyak

dah sesat sgt aku ni

but then still at the end

aku tak dapat jawab jugak

habis je exam

aku bgtau roomate aku,mira

''mira,aku tak leyh jawab siyesly..memang surely aku dhur lah kali ni.

kalo lulus tu memang sepenuhnya pertolongan dari Allah''

dan Alhamdulillah

ntah macam mana Allah swt bg aku lulus

walaupun aku hampir-hampir syirik dah

tapi still Allah perkenankan doa aku

................................................................

mungkin ada yang perlu di perbaiki lagi

malu sgt dgn Allah swt

terlalu banyak nikmatnya yang tidak kita syukuri

Nabi Ayub AS lagi besar ujian tapi baginda malu nak mintak dgn Allah swt

tu Rasul yg doanya makbul,kita ni dah lah hamba

siap nak paksa-paksa Allah lg kan

(=_=)''

''Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu (menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan), dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu lebih daripada kesabaran musuh, di medan perjuangan), dan bersedialah (dengan kekuatan pertahanan di daerah-daerah sempadan) serta bertaqwalah kamu kepada Allah supaya, kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan)''.(Al-Imran: 200)

p/s:Allah memang sweet kan (^_^)

sketching..sketch skecth

سْــــــــــــــمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْـــــمِ

Dengan nama Allah yg Maha pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang

dearly Ariah..please on9 with ur skype...

since u had DEACTIVATED ur FB

I post my drawing here,

ugly???

how's yours?

can't wait to see it

I miss you so much..Erkkk

let's skype skype skype

hehehehe 

please...do this before I go for my pilgrims

(^_^)v

p/s:success is the one who can save himselves from the pits of JAHANAM

May we be among the success

Amin,Ya Rabb

Presidential election

سْــــــــــــــمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْـــــمِ

Dengan nama Allah yg Maha pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang

Mama:Islam dan politik itu berbeza..

Aku:Islam itu syumul maksudnya menyeluruh,zaman Rasulullah dulu,Rasulullah yang memerintah

Mama:iya tapi itu Rasulullah..Nabi,sekarang ne orang biasa

senyap terkesima,mama penyokong kuat BN

dan mama punya banyak hujah untuk mematahkan kata-kata aku

tapi aku pun bukan penyokong PAS atau yg lain

I'm neutral

terkadang bosan

baru-baru ni,mama sibuk suruh aku daftar mengundi

macam biasa

jawapan aku "malas ar ma,mama lah pigi daftar"

semalam dan hari ini adalah hari mengundi untuk semua rakyat mesir

mohon doa semua orang agar kemenangan itu jatuh ke tangan pihak yang benar

Amin,ya Rabb

hari tu,time kelas Quran ustazah kami ada menyentuh pasal hal ni

untuk Presidential election ni,Egypt ada dua orang calon

Dr.Mohamed Morsi

parti ikhwan muslimin

Ahmed Shafik

former Prime Minister of Mubarak

ustazah tu sokong Dr Morsi,sebab Dr Morsi ni islamik

dia cakap dia sedih sangat sebab ramai orang Mesir masih lagi punya fikiran kolot

sebagaimana kita rakyat M'sia

kita menganggap Islam dan politik itu berbeza

rakyat Mesir turut mempersoalkan bagaimana orang yg bukan Islam hidup di bawah pemerintahan orang ISLAM

she said:

'' they don't learnt from the history,

they didn't know that before Islam came to Egypt,

Egypt was ruled by Roman whom is Christian Ortodoks and most of the Egyptian at that time was Catholics

they were tortured and suffered so much

by people of their same religion,Christian.

but after Islam came and take Egypt from Roman,

they were very relieved,they live in peace''

pastu ada juga orang mesir yang nak undi Ahmed Shafik sebab duit dan ada jugak segelintir rakyat Mesir yang mengundi Ahmed Shafik sebab nak tgk macam mana Ahmed Shafik mentadbir negara mereka

dan mereka akan membuat rusuhan sekali lagi kalau dorang rasa Ahmed Shafik ni tak bagus

''we may win once,but it's not easy to be the winner all the time,

why choose someone that you are trying hard to remove,

he's Mubarak Prime Minister''

time borak-borak dengan sorang pak cik ne,dia pun cakap

dia tak nak undi sape2

dua2 sm je..cakap byk wa lakin misy amal (tp x wat pape pown)

kata-kat terakhir ustazah yang betul-betul membuat aku terkedu is when she said:

''Mubarak may be cruel,he take our money,our fortune and everything

but it's okay,we can restore our fortune and stuff like that but what make him more cruel is

they make egyptian fools,uneducated,they make us hard to enter school and to gain knowledge

so that we won't think what is good and what is bad.With this kind of mind he tooks away our country''

evil genius..

pandai giler Mubarak ni,sebab tu ramai budak-budak yg sepatutnya duduk di bangku sekolah terpaksa berkerja,minta sedekah

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LET US PRAY TOGETHER FOR MISR

may Allah grant our wishes....

Ameen.

think win-win

سْــــــــــــــمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْـــــمِ

Dengan nama Allah yg Maha pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang

ini kes pathology & parasitology yg teruk-beruk

so,untuk next paper ne..

nak wat yg terbaek...

maka keluarlah idea yg bernas ini

hopefully I WIN..NGEEE HEHEHE ( ^_^)

P/S: ~Girl's Reminder~

 ''DON'T ASSUME THAT EVERYTHING HE DOES FOR YOU IS SPECIAL,IT MAYBE JUST OF THE SAME THING HE DID FOR EVERY OTHER GIRL''

the unconditional love

سْــــــــــــــمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْـــــمِ

In the name of Allah the Most Gracious,The Most Merciful

Every day - at the same time - she waits for him...

He comes... and they go for a walk

Wouldn't it be great if we all had friends like this... no words needed...

they just intuitively recognize the value of each other in their lives

 and act accordingly

p/s:life is simple,humans make it complicated

smile eventhough you're hurt

:)